"Words ought to be a little wild for they are the assaults of thought of the unthinking." ~~ John Maynard Keynes

Friday, May 6, 2011

I am a collector

...of the traditional, such as: rocks, shells and stamps.  I am also a collector of the intangible, such as stories and memories, like this one, posted today in honor of my mother: an amazing person who continues to inspire me; and, one half of the symphony that has guided me and for which I lack the words to express my gratitude.

Memories
One quietly hums while the other softly sings
Creating a symphony
That jars me out of my reverie
Into the present,
Where I am suddenly aware
I have been given a gift.
A memory to tuck away
To be treasured at a later time.
For at this moment
I am kneeling
In a pew
With my father on my left and my mother on my right
Feeling so blessed
To be sharing this moment
With them.
They are unaware of each other’s contribution to this symphony
Or the effect this moment is having on me.
Light streams through stained glass windows
Creating patterns which today we observe but do not see.
We are together yet in our own places
Inside ourselves among our thoughts
With music and light filling the spaces in between.


Mother
Her
The
Home

Women: mothers, sisters, aunts, spouses, friends, thinkers, creators, innovators, listeners.....

Strong, Resilient, Amazing....

'nuf said.....

Still I Rise
~~Maya Angelou

Watch Maya Angelou read this poem. 

You may write me down in history
With your bitter, twisted lies,
You may trod me in the very dirt   
But still, like dust, I'll rise.

Does my sassiness upset you?
Why are you beset with gloom?   
’Cause I walk like I've got oil wells   
Pumping in my living room.

Just like moons and like suns,
With the certainty of tides,   
Just like hopes springing high,   
Still I'll rise.

Did you want to see me broken?
Bowed head and lowered eyes?   
Shoulders falling down like teardrops,   
Weakened by my soulful cries?

Does my haughtiness offend you?
Don't you take it awful hard
’Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines   
Diggin’ in my own backyard.

You may shoot me with your words,
You may cut me with your eyes,
You may kill me with your hatefulness,
But still, like air, I’ll rise.

Does my sexiness upset you?
Does it come as a surprise
That I dance like I've got diamonds   
At the meeting of my thighs?

Out of the huts of history's shame
I rise
Up from a past that’s rooted in pain
I rise
I'm a black ocean, leaping and wide,   
Welling and swelling I bear in the tide.

Leaving behind nights of terror and fear
I rise
Into a daybreak that’s wondrously clear
I rise
Bringing the gifts that my ancestors gave,   
I am the dream and the hope of the slave.   
I rise
I rise   
I rise.

Find this poem at the Poetry Foundation site.


Women
~~Langston Hughes

They were women then
My mam's generation
Husky of voice - Stout of
Step
With fists as well as Hands
How they battered down
Doors
And ironed 
Starched white
Shirts
How they led
Armies
Headragged Generals
Across mined
Fields
Booby-trapped
Dirches
To discover
books
Desks
A place for us
How they knew what we 
Must know
Without knowing a page
Of it
Themselves.

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

"Now is the winter of our discontent Made glorious summer by this son of York; "

Shakespeare's often misunderstood opening line from Richard III tells the reader that the winter of discontent has now been made glorious by the ascension to the throne of a son of the Duke of  York.  Poor winter.  All the seasons have baggage, but winter's is a heavier load to bear, at least for those of us in the colder climates, colder shorter days with little variation in the landscape.  So before we move into our glorious days, a look back to winter.

"I sit alone in this winter clarity which clouds my mind"  
~~ Thistles and Weeds, Mumford and Sons

I know, it is spring, but listening to this song on this dark and rainy day reminded me of a poem I had written and many more I had read regarding the supposed clarity of wintertime.  I think these lyrics are beautiful and obviously open to myriad interpretations.  I am going for the metaphorical winter as well as the literal winter.

Clarity
~~jkreed
Burnt umber leaves
Shriveling on this branch
Symbolize all that is lost
All that has gone undone
A valiant attempt now past.
The first leaf wafting to the ground before me
Bears away my last hopes of summer
Preparing me for the road ahead
A baron landscape
Through which my thoughts move freely
Unencumbered by frilliness.

Winter Trees
~~
William Carlos Williams

All the complicated details
of the attiring and
the disattiring are completed!
A liquid moon
moves gently among
the long branches.
Thus having prepared their buds
against a sure winter
the wise trees
stand sleeping in the cold. 
 
http://www.poetryfoundation.org/poem/174773


Lines for Winter
~~Mark Strand
Tell yourself
as it gets cold and gray falls from the air
that you will go on
walking, hearing
the same tune no matter where
you find yourself—
inside the dome of dark
or under the cracking white
of the moon's gaze in a valley of snow.
Tonight as it gets cold
tell yourself
what you know which is nothing
but the tune your bones play
as you keep going. And you will be able
for once to lie down under the small fire
of winter stars.
And if it happens that you cannot
go on or turn back
and you find yourself
where you will be at the end,
tell yourself
in that final flowing of cold through your limbs
that you love what you are.